Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)