Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)