Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)