Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)