Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)