My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the blistering for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!