I'm back, did anyone me? They said a second record could be Well that's kind of funny I am not tripping My fans, they know what it is and they me Yeah, I the type that's gon' ride with the semi I came from a town with lakes and no city been doing shows for nothing but pennies When I leave the stage, they never me was a glimpse of my life I let you see it's like to be in my head ask me what I think I think I be doin' If it wasn't music, I'd rather be You what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10 Or you do I promise if is the case, then that is what you're gonna get If you're looking for music with watered lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else And if you want somebody to tell you everything you wanna hear I won't be any help This flow is familiar. I I heard it before Oh yeah, I made it I left the open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house Some of sat on the porch Looked at my windows and stared at my ask me if I'm going to kill it this record I laugh in face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?" He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad the kids He never talks nothing but him Yeah, my say, "He's kind of a diva." Well, you need to get new friends I'm as chill as it I get on the stage and flip on the switch And I go to a place nobody is If you my name in the song, that's something that you won't regret I'm not to you here I remember the when no one was there I remember the shows when cared Some people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't nowhere." It's funny now, it? This type of life isn't how I it This of life, it just ain't how I pictured it I'm in the of the tour bus, trying to Facetime my family. It's different Not you think it is Write a review, me what you think of this Give me three and call me and idiot 'Bout to be honest, it don't a difference I know some don't get it But you have no answer to Therapy If you don't like that's personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here Might as well throw out the I pull up a I track my music like nobody's there Only I judge is the one in the mirror And lately, he ain't well-I don't need ya'll in my head I'm tired of it You call it music, I it my therapist people telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take care of it I she's right, but man it's embarrassing Music has me more than my parent did out a picture of us and I stare at it Who am I You probably ain't hearing this Show me an artist you to compare me with You put us on a track, Imma bury 'em Give me this shovel, it's to get scarier of you want to attack what you staring at I see you got beats, but where is the at? NF is the logo, you know I been wearing Don't to my show and be sittin' in the very back I you out in the crowd like, "There he is!" I thought I'd be happy. It feels I'm cursed It's hard to be clean you play in the dirt You gave me this place to go I'm hurting I thought it'd get better, but it's getting And I got nobody to blame when I work, like I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to I hang up the phone, these are more just words I drive on that and listen to Mansion I look up to God like, "When did happen?" with all of my fans to wake up But feel like I I get emotional. I plan this I'm things I never imagined I'm sorry but I leave I wanna be late for my therapy session