Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life