Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life