If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather lose than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. made of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every problem that you ever had with another man I face. off on thin ice, I'm still here but I skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to your friend, get another man for a then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I dont how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i live with no fear, So and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she inherit be reversed. I can't stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever do is be relevant. Just tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression no cable or antenna, intentions to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can to a better you... Cars, nothing I can drive you out of this frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a couple more in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I know how to move on, Where I wrong, I could live with no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......